In Search of Happiness

By Dolly | Mar 23, 2009

searchNovember 29, 2006
Give a gift to someone for no reason.
On purpose be kind to people.
Take time and encourage someone who needs it.
Anonymously pay for someone’s meal at a restaurant.
Buy groceries for an individual in need.
Smile at people you meet or pass by.
Be quick to forgive.
Compliment someone on their talent or good attitude.
Laugh like you mean it, get loud.
Live like you can die today, become a friend of God.

Leaving Airport

By Dolly | Jul 13, 2008

October 5, 2007

It is such a joy to know a person like you. Today, as I left in the morning to go to Hawaii to see my mom after 10 years, your support made things a lot easier. I was truly thankful for you being with me because the moral support was much needed in all the chaos. I like the way you think ahead of me and your planning for everything is carefully measured. Don’t think that I don’t notice anything. I am a detailed person and I notice all the little things you do to make me happy. You are such a good friend that I would never want to lose.

Still Love

By Dolly | Jun 17, 2008

April 17, 2003

I know I am not the only one who is going through this. When you love someone, that other person may not comprehend your love for them. He may even say things to put you down or hurt your feelings. There is someone in my life who does that to me constantly. It is so funny that I want my love to grow for this person, but I always end up getting hurt.

I want to share all the good things and happy moments with this person. However, it always turns out different and we end up on another subject. Sometimes, I feel he is just jealous of me at times since I have accomplished so much in short period of time. Still, I don’t know how he manages to blame me for everything and make me feel guilty for nothing. He makes me feel as if there is something wrong with me.

My friends support and understand me better than him. It makes me angry; sometimes I want to share something, but I know that I won’t receive any positive or pleasing feedback. So what is the use? I always hope for it to change, but I don’t think it is going to happen anytime soon.

I don’t want to brag, but I was there to help him financially and emotionally whenever he needed me. I don’t know if he will ever be able to understand my feelings. I don’t know why, but I think I will always love him.