Still Love
April 17, 2003
I know I am not the only one who is going through this. When you love someone, that other person may not comprehend your love for them. He may even say things to put you down or hurt your feelings. There is someone in my life who does that to me constantly. It is so funny that I want my love to grow for this person, but I always end up getting hurt.
I want to share all the good things and happy moments with this person. However, it always turns out different and we end up on another subject. Sometimes, I feel he is just jealous of me at times since I have accomplished so much in short period of time. Still, I don’t know how he manages to blame me for everything and make me feel guilty for nothing. He makes me feel as if there is something wrong with me.
My friends support and understand me better than him. It makes me angry; sometimes I want to share something, but I know that I won’t receive any positive or pleasing feedback. So what is the use? I always hope for it to change, but I don’t think it is going to happen anytime soon.
I don’t want to brag, but I was there to help him financially and emotionally whenever he needed me. I don’t know if he will ever be able to understand my feelings. I don’t know why, but I think I will always love him.
My Dear
Dear that special someone for me,
I know you are out there and it’s just a matter of time before we find each other. I am looking forward to that day with all my heart. I am preparing myself for each day.
Imagining, what you could be like? What would you look like? Are you tall, dark, and handsome or are you short, thick, cuddly, and still good-looking? No matter what, you are for me and I will love you regardless.
I look forward to grow old with you and celebrate good times for the rest of my life. As we learn things about each other everyday, we will share a friendship too. I look forward to that day, until then, I will be waiting for you. With open arms and heart full of love, only for you.
I wrote this letter, to show you someday. I don’t know if you will laugh, hold me, or we both laugh together? This come from my heart and it is presented to you. Love just for you…I am waiting for you…
Some Questions
March 21, 2008
Why is it that I have to explain everything like a child and still be told I am wrong?
How come a person hurts another person and doesn’t even get bother by it?
Is it true that a person’s heart can become so hard that it doesn’t even soften with someone’s tears?
Why is it that the ones who does good always get into bad circumstances and face more troubles?
Why is it that life happens in a way you never imagined?
How come lies and world ways win over the truth these days?
Why is it that a man calls himself equal to God and calls it confidence as everyone claps when he exclaims?
Why is it that people keep doing something knowing it is bad for them and bad things waiting to happen as a result; they do it anyway? Ex. Smoking
Why is it taking so long when you run to God and waiting for an answer?
Why is it so easy to trust cans food and eat it without inspecting but trusting God is just out of the question?
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