Still Love
April 17, 2003
I know I am not the only one who is going through this. When you love someone, that other person may not comprehend your love for them. He may even say things to put you down or hurt your feelings. There is someone in my life who does that to me constantly. It is so funny that I want my love to grow for this person, but I always end up getting hurt.
I want to share all the good things and happy moments with this person. However, it always turns out different and we end up on another subject. Sometimes, I feel he is just jealous of me at times since I have accomplished so much in short period of time. Still, I don’t know how he manages to blame me for everything and make me feel guilty for nothing. He makes me feel as if there is something wrong with me.
My friends support and understand me better than him. It makes me angry; sometimes I want to share something, but I know that I won’t receive any positive or pleasing feedback. So what is the use? I always hope for it to change, but I don’t think it is going to happen anytime soon.
I don’t want to brag, but I was there to help him financially and emotionally whenever he needed me. I don’t know if he will ever be able to understand my feelings. I don’t know why, but I think I will always love him.
The Bible Study Night
On the night of the Bible study, it was raining and the lush green trees outside of Todd and Elissa’s house grabbed my attention. As I made my way to the entrance, I stood there for few seconds just to enjoy the cool wet greenery.
When I entered their house, there was a pleasant aroma of food that Elissa had cooked. I couldn’t wait to eat; there is something about the rainy weather makes you hungrier. When we started to eat, the food was just delicious. I smiled inside thinking, “is this party because of my new car?”
The Bible study started, one by one everyone read scriptures from the Bible. In the middle of this study, a girl went into the kitchen and made a cake. I thought, “I wonder how it will taste, I want to eat the cake.” Read more »
My Writing Strengths And Weaknesses
January 22, 1999
Several thoughts come to mind when I describe my strengths and weaknesses as a writer:
First of all, whenever I write I know when the writing is great or just ordinary. It requires more effort when I try to write great. It takes a great deal of time because my mind is not focused.
On the other hand, I just write because I want to write the words in my thoughts. However, you can write whatever is on your mind and the things you want to express deeply. Read more »
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